[21 Dec 2009|05:49pm] beautiful2me Okay so tomorrow I have my appointment setup with my dad's company. From what I've been told I have the job... I just need to make sure that it's what I want. I hope the pay, schedule and location have not changed since I've spoken with them. NERVOUS! And I have to be there at 8 am. Damn.I hate Nashville traffic. post comment

[17 Dec 2009|08:02pm] beautiful2me So I just looked at a picture of me brian and same and got that ting in my stomach that says I miss her. But... there's a reason why she is not in my life right now. I hate being an adult. 1 comment|post comment

[16 Dec 2009|11:57am] beautiful2me I'm having a pretty rough morning. I knew that eventually I would have my break-down moment and I am definately having it now. I'm worried about the future. I hate my job. I was hoping to have moved into another position by now but it has yet to happen. It's been up in the air now for almost two monthes. I absolutely hate feeling useless and not being about to move foward in my life. I was just hoping that things would suddenly line up for me. For once. But it never happens. I don't know why I keep expecting it to. I'm a good person, I'm smart, I'm usually organized, I used to succeed in everything I did and now I feel like all is lost. I need to stop being too hopeful and positive, and stop being a baby when it never seems to work out. My head hurts. post comment

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